Hands Of  Self Harmer 

When you loose your ends.
  Hands Of Self Harmer.
1)Gaining weight.Unforgiven debate.

With mind of self hate.

Failed 

Yet again 

Failed to contemplate.

In a state.

Bleeding phase.

Anger waste.

Why am I this way? ?

Doubting they,

Have screwed up anyways.

Crying shames.

Guilt days.

Wasted away.
2)What to do??

How to deal?

Builds – up feels.

Anxiety…

Purely variety.

Racing thoughts on duty.

Perception failed to beauty.

Why this way??

Can’t fade.

Stuck today.

Tomorrow’s the same.
3)Emptiness

Numbness 

Calmness

Pain west.

Best dealt.

Measured depths.

Cutting edge.

Sharper than,

Deeper!! damn!!

Bloody hands.
4)Clean up.

Water first.

Remove the leftover.

Dirty filthiest blood.

Wondering what fun.

Suppressed. One. Done.

Over

Shows over.

Hands of a self harmer.

Can’t seem to get it straight, together.

Whatever…

Misinterpreter.

Never…

Stop; 

stay better.

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