Pushed me into a deeper state that caused me more to harm.
Felt guilty, which was once where I’d start.
To create lines which were deep and sharp.
Carelessly I punished myself for being a part.
In disobeying my monster that circled most of my hours.
Always shouting to me, “I’m the one who’s incharge.”
Playing with me, “I’m the boss”, card.
When it was late night, I woke up to her evil laughs.
When I was awake, she abused me, till I agreed with her, riding in her car.
Then she happily handed me a blade, promising that it’s her cure, to relieve me fast.
I was unaware, that it was her trick, to make me her slave with one of her tasks.
To keep me restraint, in chains, inside her steel bars.
Once I was hooked, it was all a game known as SELF HARM.
Written by P.S. (PATIENT Stan)
(Self Harm is a serious problem, existing among all, both young & adults. It is a coping mechanism & a serious addiction. Yes it is similar to a heroin addiction. All it takes is just 1 cut to get completely hooked to it.)
In dedication to all those who harm themselves, know that you’re not alone and there’s always a cure to this problem.