Written By P.S.
Theme – Depression.
Anxiety.
Self harm.
Eating disorders.
Addiction.
(Trigger Warning)
1 – Everything Blacks – out.
Every contact is foul.
Don’t interact, with your mouth.
Destructively operating and everything shuts down.
Smack yourself against the crowd.
Of societal nouns.
Of societal grounds.
Lowering standards of self doubts.
Again getting strong & loud.
Self Harmer temptedly aroused.
2 – It’s all about the blade must.
It’s all about the blade thrust.
It’s all about that relieving rush.
It’s all about the deep burst.
It’s all about the guilt worst.
It’s all about the scenery of blood shrugs.
Every time cursed.
Every time rubbed.
3 – Binged and purged.
Weakening submerged.
Dissociative serves.
To body and nerves.
Strange voices heard.
They begin to learn.
Your weakest turn.
Making you burn.
Making you concerned.
Making you follow its instructions.
Vile junction.
Bile abruption.
Nauseous proportions.
Digestive food abortions.
Blacking out cautions.
4 – Helpless Cope.
Hopeless bowl.
Never been told.
How to hold?
This chokes.
This pokes.
Out of control.
But the most.
Illogically – logical, inner feeding host.
Vulnerably gropes.
Strong gripness and furious hold.
Blood cone.
Blood enroll.
Brain sold.
Cognitions torn.
Gun reload.
Trigger Rode.
Failure phone.
Of unnheard moans.
5 – Everything Blacks – out.
Every contact is foul.
Don’t interact, with your mouth.
Destructively operating and everything shuts down.
Smack yourself against the crowd.
Of societal nouns.
Of societal grounds.
Lowering standards of self doubts.
Again getting strong & loud.
Self Harmer temptedly aroused.